DOES ANYONE ELSE MAKE SCENARIOS IN THEIR HEAD OF THEM DATING SOMEONE AND HAVING THE PERFECT RELATIONSHIP AND DOING CUTE...
sometimes i am too self-important.
i think this may be true of everyone who has ever existed.
it is, to some extent, human nature to act as though life is a film in which you are the primary player. but none of us are.
we are afraid of in-consequence.
and no matter what we may say… we are afraid of how people view us and what they may say behind our backs.
we are afraid that our existence will not matter in the long run.
afraid of being forgotten.
afraid of just being a pawn, a cog in the machine.
so we act out.
we cry for attention.
i don’t know that there is ever truly an escape from that mentality.
getting the stink eye from random indie kids out in public that i NEVER EVER see at local shows just pisses me off.
are you too good to support local music?
get over yourselves.
keep running into situations lately where people seem to think post-rock bands need vocals.
11: Have you ever climbed a tree more than twenty feet off the ground?
no. i’m afraid of heights, actually. i’d probably freak out.
12: Did you like swinging as a child? Do you still get excited when you see a swing set?
i did enjoy swinging, BUT… i enjoyed jumping off the swings more. i’ve always had a thing for… jumping off of things.
35: If you had to move to another country, where would you move?
most likely? the british isles. perhaps ireland. i’m terrible at languages and would probably be best suited to a country that spoke english.
43: Coolest thing you’ve ever been for Halloween?
my parents were very… anti-halloween growing up. so i have never trick-or-treated or anything. BUT… my last band did enjoy a good halloween show and one year we had three in a row. so we made it as epic as we could. all four of us dressed correspondingly:
day 1: zombies
day 2: mimes (we didn’t even speak on stage. we made signs for anything we were going to say.)
day 3: a black metal band.